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riiiight [Apr. 6th, 2008|06:08 am]
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.. now home [May. 15th, 2006|04:49 am]
[mood | awake]
[music |Heard 'Em Say - Kanye West w/that guy I hate from Maroon5]

I am out of college... and at home.
It's ok to call me an insomniac as well.
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[Mar. 5th, 2006|01:32 am]
[music |Concrete Bed (Original Version) -- Nada Surf]


My Personal Dna Report
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CONSERVATIVE? Oy. [Feb. 19th, 2006|03:31 am]
[mood | amused]

Your dating personality profile:

Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.
Your date match profile:

Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Liberal
3. Intellectual
4. Romantic
5. Athletic
6. Funny
7. Adventurous
8. Practical
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Sensual
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Practical
3. Conservative
4. Funny
5. Shy
6. Athletic
7. Intellectual
8. Adventurous
9. Traditional
10. Romantic

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
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TOP TEN OF 2005 [Jan. 18th, 2006|04:21 pm]
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CLEAN


Maggie Cheung stars as Emily, the rock star wife who suddenly has to deal with the death of her husband - drugs, hardships, and her own issues arise as she has to piece her life back together for the sake of her son and in-laws. Nick Nolte plays her father-in-law with ease and care for his grandson - he wants Emily to succeed, stay away from drugs, and be the mother she has to be for her son - but the struggle is there. It will not go away and Emily must get herself out of the hole she has put herself in. CLEAN may not be the most original film I’ve seen, but it is affecting, unique, and heartbreaking.


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JARHEAD


“Welcome to the Suck” says Troy to Swofford, the young man with an idea of what his war will be, only to find that it never is more than a single moment. Director Sam Mendes doesn’t give us a cliché war picture - this is of a personal war - one with characters, emotions, and moments in time. JARHEAD is the truth of one veteran’s experience - it’s not every serviceman’s voice - but it is one, that is controversial, devastating, and honest.



SHOPGIRL


The soft look at Mirabelle, the girl at the glove counter, could be seen as this year’s Lost in Translation, seemingly muted and with hidden depth, but Claire Danes’ performance is wondrous and charming, as her male counterparts, Steve Martin’s Ray, and Jason Schwartzman’s Jeremy, compliment and match her immensely. Anand Tucker’s filmic absence since Hilary and Jackie is forgotten - a treat like SHOPGIRL only comes along every once in a while - better to have it than never at all.


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MOONLIGHT


Paula van der Oest’s MOONLIGHT is a small Dutch film you’ve never heard before - I can’t give a reason exactly why - but it’s not the easiest movie to watch. Laurien Van den Broeck stars as Claire, a young girl living with her wealthy adoptive family, when one day she discovers a boy hiding in her play shed on their property. She then realizes he has been left for dead, and was apart of a drug smuggling ring, to which they eventually come crawling around her homeland, seeking him. The two children eventually run away, all for the unnamed boys’ safety, and because Claire feels it is her duty. The movie is slowly starting to be released around the world, and had an extremely limited release stateside this past November. What I loved so much about this movie was the look and presentation of desperation in a youthful relationship. Claire acts selfless and most often isn’t sure of herself - but the movie is powerful and haunting. If you come upon it, give it a try.


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PALINDROMES


And continuing the not-so-easy-to-watch pattern is another awesome exercise in controversy from Todd Solondz. If you want to read my full review, go here and scroll. Otherwise, you’re just going to have to take this number placement as a sign of my approval.


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MYSTERIOUS SKIN


As far as Gregg Araki goes, I hate his work. But I’ll retract because of his amazing work with the Scott Heim novel adaptation of MYSTERIOUS SKIN, a touchy, graphic-but-not look at sexuality and child abuse. Joseph-Gordon Levitt and Brady Corbet are fantastic as two boys distanced from the present, but connected by their painful past. The film is not perfect, nor extremely well made, but it has had this resonance with me - it’s a moving and totally admirable little film that boldly goes where many would rather not.


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STAR WARS- EPISODE III : REVENGE OF THE SITH


So NOW I’ll be really obvious and go for the biggest movie of 2005, box office wise -
but there’s got to be a reason for that, you know? Lucas gives us the FINAL installment and LAST of the prequels (which is relieving, for sure), and all while reaffirming my love for Star Wars and faith in ol’ George. Transition to Darth Vader for Anakin? IT WORKS. And all those What If’s? to wind up in a movie just about 140 minutes. Bravo. It’s definitely been a fun, bumpy ride.


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MATCH POINT


MATCH POINT is a Woody Allen movie for someone who doesn’t like Woody Allen. I’m not one of those people, but if I was, I’d surely praise the film just as much. Where Allen could have been obvious with plot and intent, he instead decides to whisk us away to London, where a tennis playboy schemes, and a saucy out-of-work actress catches his eye, only to have his infatuation seemingly destroy everything he has worked for. In a movie filled with such desire and soft dialogue, Match Point is mysterious without letting you in on the mystery. And with gorgeous undertones that you don’t realize until the very end. A true work of brilliance for Allen.


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KING KONG


KING KONG is everything you and I want in movies - but don’t want to admit. We want danger, destruction, action, love, romance, fright, charm, and to be grossed out. Peter Jackson has masterfully taken all of his awesome qualities from his past work and meshed it into the ULTIMATE experience . .. well, theatrically. King Kong might be seen as cheesy, overdone, and just plain indulgent, but those who say that don’t want to admit that a movie- and remake - about a giant Gorilla was absorbing and made you tear up, even when you knew what was going to happen in the end.


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CAPOTE


I was hoping somehow that another movie could unseat CAPOTE as my favorite movie last year, but no. It didn’t happen, even when I thought the feat was managable. My absolute favorite genre is Drama- that said, Capote could possibly be my favorite dramatic feature made in the past decade. Engrossing, fascinating, and a near miracle in itself, Phillip Seymour Hoffman takes the reigns as Truman, with all the tools in his acting belt, and lets it flow like pure cinematic magic. Capote is exactly what I want all drama films to be, but they usually don’t end up being - powerful, moving, and having the ability to leave me speechless.
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welcome to the suck [Nov. 10th, 2005|03:09 am]
[mood | amused]
[music |Coldplay (damn shuffle)]


What is this crap that I read of people complaining that JARHEAD wasn't emotional enough ?
BULL SHIT. One of the more unique and affecting war movies I've seen, JARHEAD sure is a lot of nothing, but then again, Swofford (the big hunk o'man Gyllenhaal), got just that. He had the history in his family of combat experience and such, and was promised to be all that he could be . But instead he got the harsh reality of situation and resonance. Without even firing his rifle, he wanted out. JARHEAD makes Swofford's experience out to be an empty promise. His Great and Powerful Oz was a man behind a curtain.

But it is because of this fact that I do think this movie was too 'difficult' for the seasoned viewer of war films. Challenging, fresh, amazing, and simple the film is, and it's almost quite timely as well.

9/10
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|06:17 pm]
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
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Rollin' [Sep. 11th, 2005|11:38 pm]


Tomorrow night .
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|02:35 pm]

Take the Dead German Composer Test!

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SCORE [Aug. 13th, 2005|12:17 am]
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:10
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EVERYTHING I'VE SEEN '05 [Jul. 29th, 2005|03:47 pm]
Sundowning
Kontroll
ChildStar
Clean
Mysterious Skin
Lords of Dogtown
Bad News Bears
Dark Water
Because of Winn-Dixie
Fever Pitch
Kingdom of Heaven
The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
Crash
Sin City
Constantine
The Fantastic Four
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Batman Begins
War of the Worlds
Star Wars : Episode III Revenge of the Sith
Capote
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This is by Robert [Jul. 13th, 2005|02:17 am]
I'm only putting this here so I don't lose it.
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One of those nights,
looking into the sky
where beauty is captured
in a twinkle of the eye.

The moon bekons forth
it's fertile gaze
unto all but the unwilling
forth riches greater than cold, it pays.

Like stones, for stepping, down from heaven
the clouds appear
reflecting fragile life,
in which it nurtures fear.

But beauty sounds as the crickets chirp
once again to maintain it's reign
humbly we bow
as it vanguishes our pain.

And as perched upon a post,
the only true Salvation,
is not a man or beast,
but an incantation.

Upon which is written
the stone it bears
Loving only another
shall fix the void, shall repair
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[May. 31st, 2005|12:20 pm]
[mood | confused]
[music |(Tony, this song is called) LOU WEED - The Dandy Warhols]

If I were God over LiveJournal... by shinikami
Username
Jesus would becodeseven
The four archangels would be_true_original
andbronsonbeliever
andfazioto
andfabfunk
The Blessed Virgin would bevenusvision
Satan would befaziozx
The antichrist would bechilapia
And YOU would beA sinner
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[May. 28th, 2005|11:52 am]

ETonline: Who's Your Celebrity Soulmate?
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Ummm . . Rain ? Hmm ? Maybe ? [May. 26th, 2005|04:20 pm]
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20050526/ap_on_re_us/gloomy_new_england


Yeah.
Tell me about it.
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[May. 17th, 2005|03:52 pm]
[mood | giggly]

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LOVELY.
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[May. 17th, 2005|12:45 pm]
[mood | bored]
[music |Life in the D - Brendan Benson]

i'm bored.
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Alrighty Then... [May. 10th, 2005|09:45 pm]
[mood | discontent]

My parents.
They're in ST. BARTS.

And Bart is a saint because he has set them up on his island...

Today.. I was laying in the yard.
Staring at the sky.
Shorts. T-shirt.
Chilling.

And the phone, which I had next to me on the blanket,
rang.

E. He needed to be picked up.

And this pretty much describes my last few days.

Little, itty bitty moments of time I can spend by myself,
interrupted by others.
Blah.


So then later,
around 4:30, I went outside and lay down again.
Headphones. iPod.

Relaxing...

I turn my head, after laying down for sometime,
and I realize that my neighbor and his buddies are playing lacrosse
in their yard.
Quite strange, because I felt completely alone and silence.
And in a second, it vanished.

Today was warm, 70s.
And tomorrow will be warmer.

My tankini will come tomorrow.

I'm actually quite excited.. since tomorrow will be warm,
and I work in the morning, I will have the rest of the day to do
as I please.

.....til then.
I have to get up at 6:45 tomorrow.
E.w.
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[May. 10th, 2005|09:00 pm]
[mood | confused]
[music |Thinking of a Dream - The WALKMEN]

Buut.. I want to get married.
Badly.



The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


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[Apr. 25th, 2005|05:52 pm]
I'm in love


well, not really.

But I was at the festival all day friday volunteering.
I see this guy, around going to movies, he has a pass.
So cute. Really cute.
I saw him hanging around.. all day, all night.
I went home friday ... maybe he'll still be around tomorrow, I think

He looks like these two guys together:
Chris from THE REAL WORLD Chicago (the gay guy)
Chris Martin (lead singer for Coldplay)


Saturday.
Well, he's there. Yeah.
And I found out who he was..
James Cole. Director.
I was floored... so so so shocked.

I was looking for another volunteer during the day,
when I went downstairs and he was there.
Standing on the stairs, talking to someone else.
I asked another volunteer if they had seen that missing person.
She said no.. and James. . . well... he said "Oh.. is that guy totally in trouble ? "
I couldn't really look at him.
I was a deer in headlights.
Oi.

He was standing in the hall, because HIS MOVIE was playing down there,
and he was WAITING to go in to do a Q & A.

*FAINT*

I actually ended up going to his movie, the next day, sunday.
Oh boy. He was there again.
And .. I actually sat BEHIND HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND.
How I found this out ? Someone asked a question when the intro for the movie was being
performed...
"well, how do you know that ? " (insert play up to PROGRAM info.. selling for $2)

And she blurted it out.
*Laugher*

He's 24. Single. Adorable. And an absolutely brilliant filmmaker.
His movie was the best I saw at the festival.
Lovely cinematography, compelling, realistic drama...wow.


Too bad I was took damn chicken to tell him that.
And too bad he left the theater by the time I got up the nerve, right after
running to find him.

Oh well. It was fun in my mind while it lasted.
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